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So much for Chinese New Year?

Well I haven't update my blog for a long time because what?? I got in an accident on the 3rd day of CNY. As Hee Woi said, BANG GO IN HOSPITAL!!

I feel so much better now(I always do). Btw I just got my specs 3 days ago and owh yeah I can see clearly now after a few weeks without specs in the hospital. In the hospital, I really like my room LOL. I like the hospitality of the HOSPITAL. But too bad I can't eat anything for now and I slimmed down a lot, I mean it, it's a lot, 12kg if I had not mistaken. Looking at people eating makes my saliva drop and flow like a stream. I wish i could just have a piece of bread now.

During the hard time I'd overcame, there are some people I would like to thank. Firstly, I want to thank my parents for their care and affection shown when I was weak, my friends for visiting me at the hospital and telling the teachers that I can't be present for school, not forgetting King Mei for taking my homework for me, I really appreciate it, I really do, and lastly, Miss Ong Yen Ling for phoning up to me all of a sudden and gave me a shock while I was playing Bejeweled.

There's someone who had always been with me when I was weak and lying on the hospital bed, that's my Lord my Saviour whose name is Jesus. When I was lying on the bed, suffering from the pain after operation. It's not pain actually, but I can't drink from 22nd Feb 0800 till 23rd 0830, not even a sip of water, can you imagine that? But whenever I pray, ok I prayed hard deep inside my heart, I felt a pleasing calmness within me. I got over it real fast and slept till I can drink water. I know, I can never do that on my own, there's gonna be someone giving the power to do so, and I know who that one is. Thank you Lord...

So now I am still not attending school. Why? Because there's a monthly test on 9th March, and I doubt I have enough time to prepare for that so I think it's better for me to skip that test.

Chinese New Year

Well today's new year eve, but I didn't went back to my hometown that's Changkat Kruing. I spent the whole day cleaning up the house yeah I do spent the whole day.

Although there ain't many activities, but I still feel great coz my room is finally clean. Well, wish you guys have a nice and prosperity Chinese New Year. God bless you, Bye

MY ButT is PaiNful!!!

Today's Friday and tomorrow's Saturday@! Which means we don't have to go to school!!! WEe~! Wait a minute....... Tomorrow's a day for school replacement.... Owh.. there goes my sweet sweet weekend. What's the point of having a school replacement duh? Doesn't one day off school make no difference at all?? Does the school have 100% attendance on school replacement day? SERIOUSLY NO!!! If we can't get all the students to attend school on a day that is suppose to be off? Does the minister of education not know this problem? Or DOES HE?

I seriously doubt the mentality of those adults who are being called teachers after four years studying in secondary school. I know that teachers are not responsible for every bad things that we said they do. But why give pressures on the best class? We don't need grown-up retards to remind us that we are studying in the BEST CLASS and they are DISAPPOINTED in us everytime we did something wrong. A small issue can become so big just because it involves students in the BEST CLASS and prefects? Come on!! Get a Life!! What do you think we are? Robots? Machines? Or non-organic substances?? Nobody on earth is perfect!! If you are so disappointed in us, we TOO ARE DISAPPOINTED IN YOU, because of your FAILURE OF DEVELOPING YOU BRAIN TO THINK!! Think about it, has anyone not done anything wrong in their life?

Prefects had a meeting today noon. As usual our head prefect Mr SUNny Boy started the meeting with his failure speech which leads to many whispers among prefects. He keep on asking people to voice up their opinions although his "their" have no opinions you know why? because Sunny Boy is such a sucker that no opinion can cover his suckiness. He ended his speech tragedically without any applause. But as our assistance head prefect ended her speech, everyone gave her tremendous claps. You see the difference?

During the meeting, one of the discipline teacher said "meetings are compulsory, unless you have something reli reli reli reli reli important, you can't be absent for meetings." Regarding this, I would like to comment about the so called important things. Who has the right to define what's important and what's not? We, the prefects? Or the teachers? Perhaps a tuition is important for us because we pay for it, but it is not important for teachers because they think school teachers are so good and they don't have to pay for our tuition fees!! See what the problem is? The problem with nan hwa's discipline failure is that discipline teachers can't even think for their prefects! How do they expect to control students in the school? By using discipline or by using the harsh way? I doubt that will even work on animals, regardless on us humans.

A problem can't really be solve unless you can find the source of the problem! Rules are only for those who can follow, it is just a guideline, not the answer! If a student can't follow the rules, what do you do? Punishing them severely or what? Do you think that will work? NO!! The only way to solve discipline problems in a school is to consult those students whom are labelled "troublesome" before the students even know what on earth is happening!! This shows the failure of counseling department of the school!! A counselor is not someone who sits in the office and wait for the students to turn up to them. They should be going around the school and consult problematic students! And how many times or how many counselors in our country do you think pay visit to the house of problematic students? I can frankly tell you that they NEVER EVER really care about the life and death of those students!! Can't they not understand that most of the problems occur because of family? Don't they know what to do whereas me, a secondary school student can see the root of these problems? Is the first condition to be a counselor is to be blind?!

Pt. 2 of yesterday's post

Back when the internet was first started nobody ever imagined it would turn into the information superhighway that it is today. With just a few clicks you can find out the weather in Japan, you can find out why the sky is blue, and perhaps you can find anything you want using internet. The internet has given all of us humans access to a wealth of knowledge that would fill the world's biggest library many times over. And what's great about this information, is that it is often up top date and relevant.

But most of the teenagers misused it to play games which are quite violent I suppose. There were a few cases in the States which involved teenagers who lost their mind after playing some games, took a gun, went to a university and killed many people. Researches had shown that violent games might make a teenage more violent int he way they act or behave. So does that mean teens tend to go on a shooting rampage after playing "Call Of Duty"(An FPS Game)? People should be aware of violent-content video games and brain functions. Our human brain is an excellent tool to learn whatever we see or did. The brain only takes a few times of repetition to learn a new thing. Therefore a teenage who plays violent-content games often tends to bring the virtual world of gaming to the reality. They act brutally and goes on a rampage whenever they are not happy.

Love Life; Control or being controlled!! Pt.1

Today, 4th February. a speaker from Penang(I think so coz somehow he mentioned) came to our school to give us a speech. The speech title is 'Relationship & Sex'. I think most of the students thought that will be a sexual education speech, but it's all about life! And Loving yourself and others!!! It's also about how you should be thankful to what you already had and look at those who do not have what you had!! Our speaker, he called himself Uncle Jeff, is a good one. He is a Christian and I am affirmative about that. Before he starts his speech, he showed us a video. It's a video about three girls who are so unlucky and have cancer. They passed away last year, that's 2009 and they had not graduate from secondary school yet. It's quite touching as I watch it... The video is located here if you want to watch.

Besides, he too taught girls how to protect themselves from being "eaten" and how normal it is for boys' desire to "eat" people. nah just skip that part coz it's too normal to be talked about. It is so true that the society nowadays are full of dangers, you can end up being a victim just before you know it!! Especially girls need protection and that's why there are laws to protect girls marh~ Teenagers nowadays can be very naive and believe everything they see on the net. There are many cases in our country like sex before marriage and running away from home with their so called lovers who doesn't even know what love is!! Love is not a game that you can undo everything by just pressing restart after you lost, love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It bonds two or more individuals together and connects them with trust and it can't be measured. For those who thinks it is just a game should just grow up more and learn more.

Back to the topic. Uncle Jeff talked about taking care of the hygiene of out own sex organs. Males should wash their penis often and not to masturbate just as you wish to conserve and preserve the engine from getting old.. lol.. and girls should take good care of their own body during puberty and so on. Before he ended his speech, he gave us his website, I will link it here. Take a look if you are free, it will really help a lot because I too read it.

At night, that's at 8pm, he had another speech at our school lecture hall. Although the attendance of that speech is not as good as I thought, but the speech is still awesome. He talked about how internet can be addictive to teenagers and how it is treated in other countries like China and Hong Kong. They use electric current and electrify your brain by connecting a wire to your head. Those teenagers who went through this treatment said it is so unbearable that you can feel the pain, for 40 minutes, and you can even shout or do anything. Some said the pain is so well..can't be described that you have to go through it to know it yourself.

Internet addiction is not a new case in our country. Some teenagers spent almost 24 hours in front of their computer to play games. Most of the games are so violent that they affect the thinking of those teenagers who played the game. There were also some cases that some teenagers are so addicted to internet that they tend to lose their mind when their parents cancel off the net. Some banged their head to the wall while some took a cleaver and almost chopped someone after getting addicted to the net.

The net can be a useful tool for everyone, but it can also make people suffer if the person using it is not wise enough to control it and not being controlled by it. It is so scary that I am writing this post and saw the time is 2344 and I have to go to school tomorrow morning. I shall continue this topic tomorrow if I am free.

Starting of the year 2010

Woo I dumped my blog since the school started. Feel so sorry for my blog.. hehe

By the way many things had happened in this month. Today's the last day of the first month of year 2010.

Form 4 isn't so sweet although it's called honeymoon year. The truth is, it's not sweet at all. Chemistry, Physics, Bio, Add maths, Moral!! Feels like they are pushing me to the ground and jumping on top of me!! Now I understand why my cousins all said that 8As meant nothing at all...

Lets talk about my teachers. All the teachers are quite nice except some.. Our bio teacher Mr use-now is like having some problem with the best class since he was born. The dark charcoal claimed that the best class never want to help the school? What the heck?~?! Who're those to represent school for a whole darn variety of competitions?? Did we not get any prizes to school? Yeah maybe we don't help physically like during the sports day, but that doesn't mean we never helped duh...

Today I went to MPM and learnt one thing. An "ORANG BESAR" must always be late to any functions they attend and make people wait for them for one hour plus. They are so BESAR that they don't even have the money to buy a watch and look at the time. Perhaps they spent all their money on food or womanising instead? STUPID ORANG BESAR I LOOK DOWN ON YOU!!

Enough complaining.... After a few years of struggling, finally I have a darling who loves me. Everytime I touch her, I feel so nice playing around with her. The sound that she made is so clear and nice that made me want to touch her more.... done talking... introducing

JENG JENG JENG!!!

My new electric guitar!!

Her love and affection is shown through not making some stupid sound when I play..

Sorry for scaring u guys

I still love the real girl more.. so don't worry.. muahhaha

That's all for now.. tataz~