Hmm...

Hmm... What is happening to me?? It's 8 hours and 34 minutes since I last laughed. I mean WTH??
Everything seems to be "not-funny-at-all" today. Something is seriously not right with me. And I have to find it out ASAP, if not it's gonna have me killed, hate to admit it, but, it WILL..

When I woke up today, the first thought that came into my mind is "AH! A new day has just started." But after I had my bath and got downstairs, I just feel tired, not physically, but mentally. What are these?? I had never had such an experience before, and this tiredness keep on bugging me till now.

Remembered when I played DOTA this afternoon, it should be a good game right?? WON!! For your acknowledge, I am such a noob in this game that it's quite RARE for me to win a game, should I be happy? Normal me will cheer like there's no tomorrow, but for some reasons today I just think of "Hmm..Win, nth much, lets quit" and I quitted just like that, I didn't even save the dang replay.

I have a thought in my mind... Is something bad going to happen? If it is so, what is it? I just have the fear... The fear of nothing?? I just don't know what feeling is that....
Never wanna know...................